羽翼領航──迷航中間站

昨天
在國光號上接到手機



聽到第一個問題
我有一股衝動
想要打破車窗窗戶，直接把手機丟到外面

夠了，真是夠了
為什麼我的生命要浪費在接那種白痴電話


開始想要罵髒話了


星期二打羽球

我想，我永遠都沒有辦法回復到正常狀態
無論在怎麼使力
手臂就是伸展不開

再怎麼用力，球速就是出不來

我使展全部的力量和副社對打
我已經盡了力，副社還是處於對我放水的狀態

應該沒有機會重返最巔峰的時期了

這樣的感覺，就像最近無論怎麼衝電玩遊戲
都是疲弱不堪

新生盃羽毛球比賽也放棄了
但是意外被拉去打桌球

很好，比賽時間在星期天
和日文課撞期
看來，得發生家庭戰爭了

救國團那種呆版的老頑固
為什麼可以活到現在啊！


馬的

以前，我一點也不喜歡開手機
從某一個時期開始，開始長時間把手機打開

開始會期待接到電話的瞬間
期望在電話的另一頭，聽到聲音

可是，我一直很清楚
根本不會有人打電話來

只有浪費我的時間的白目加三級電話

明明知道越是期待，心越是會受傷
可是，我還是傻傻的栽進去

臥虎藏龍裡說到，壓抑往往會讓情感更強烈

在這樣下去，等我爆發的那一天
我的世界就毀滅了

我不知道我能忍耐到什麼時候
但是，我有一種快要撐不下去的感受


很奇怪，我喜歡的東西永遠都不會是主流

羽毛球、中國文學、『電玩遊戲』......

一定會有人擋在我前面
還都是和自己最親密的人

怎麼辦？

在2009.04.14
是無望了

雖然不應該這麼早喊停
我真的覺得我好像快要不行了

看來，失敗的事情好像真多多少少影響到我
卻一點也不想哭

哈!~

不想再開手機了

因為，我一定接不到自己希冀的電話
開了等於沒開

還不如省點電

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